Straight but wanting to *********?

there's this boy that comes over every year or sometimes more and for some reason i want to suck his dick IM PERFECTLY STRAIGHT but idk i just want to see wat its like i don't want to kiss him or anything im 14 is this because of my age that im curious at this age REMEBERING THAT IM NLT GAY THIS IS A SERIOUS QUESTION so serious answers plz